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Oh, um... maybe not for an eye color, but overall...

[ just go for it.

the blinking might be a problem though. ]

... White is an equal balance of every color in the visible light spectrum, so it's every color.

[ hmmm

finding a. . . scoopy . . . sort of surgical equipment thing . . . careful not to let her see it tho ]

. . .

Mm, white is lovely. I do think so. Is it the color you like best?

Mm. I like them all, but if I had to pick a favorite, then...

[ a pause ]

I should keep my eyes open, shouldn't I?

Mmm, well, it doesn't really matter. . . Actually, it might be better to close them.

... Can you take them out even if my eyelids are there?

[ sounding almost

excited? ]

[ oh my god? ]

I'll do my best.

[ when its the love of your life doing it and your entire eyeball area is numbed then it stops being scary and starts being neat, ]

Well, I want it to be easy for you . . .

... You should do it whichever way is easier for you, okay? Even if it's something you can do while you're sitting, I don't want you to push yourself too hard.

Mm.

Don't worry about it. I can do it.

[ covering her intact eye, with the palm of his hand curved slightly now - so that his fingers are above her eyelid ]

Okay. I'll stay still.

[ and she does, eye sliding shut, even relaxing her breathing to avoid startling him or messing with his aim ]

As long as you do your best, it's fine.

[ literally in the middle of her speaking he's just quickly jutting the scoop inbetween his fingers and the space between her eyelid before she completely finished closing her eye, hopefully fast enough and with little enough light that she can't see it pierce through the sclera

like he didn't just do that: ]

I'll do my best.

Edited 2019-07-11 04:56 (UTC)

[ it seems successful enough. with the numbing, with his efforts to obscure her vision, she barely seems to notice. she's as relaxed as ever, in fact, smiling up at him as if nothing's happened.

her eye, of course, gives as easily as could be expected, and with no left eye to look through - bullet having grazed her forcefully enough that gleaning the specific extent of the damage in the flesh and fragments of bone around what's left of the socket is a little hard - she doesn't react to it being removed. ]

But I think gold is probably nice too, and red...

... I wish I could think of something else to talk about. This is really taxing for you, isn't it?

Mm, it isn't.

[ digging to scoop everything out now, cleanly and onto a different tray ]

If I could repair your eyes simply by prayer, that would have been ideal. But, I'm almost done, now.

You're not upset seeing me like this?

You don't really like this kind of thing, do you?

[ thoughtful for a moment ]

. . . In order to heal patients, sometimes a doctor may need to hurt the patient first. Still, in such a context, the goal is to heal the wound, not to create one.

So, I'm alright. Right now, I'm fixing Dia-sama's eyes.

[ hm

while he's scooping her eye out onto the tray, she extends a hand - not so much that she changes her position, just stretching it out - fumbling blindly in what's probably an attempt to pat his head ]

Ah-ah, please don't move on the operating table.

[ it's not really an operating table but still ]

[ ... :(

Puts her arm down ............ sadly........ ]

I'm sorry...

Give me just a few minutes, okay? Let me finish the job before you tell me, "good job".

[ with a smile in his voice as he goes to ? Did he undo the bandaging already on this eye. Let's do that if not, are there eyebits still inside ]

Okay . . .

[ yeah that shit fuckin exploded ]

[ hum

doing a cursory heal for whatever bone fragments are not doing too cool right here and then getting the eyeballiums ]

[ do your best

at least it isn't like. hard to do. she remains pretty still, just idly tapping her fingers on her chest

after a while she murmurs, again, ]

... I'm sorry...

. . . For what?

[ which one of these is the right eye and which one of these is the left eye ]

[ what even happens if you put a right eyeball in the left eye socket. does it hurt like when you put shoes on the wrong foot? guess you'll have to find out ]

Even if it you said it's not taxing for you, I could've had someone else do this, couldn't I...?

. . . And? You could have, but does that make me a wrong choice?

[ hmmmm

hovering eyeballs over her face like are these the right way. is there a way to make an eyeball upside down? ]

[ its a sphere ]

I'm just worried. Well, it's not like I think you're a bad choice, and I'm really happy to be with you even if it's like this, but I should be the one taking care of you, shouldn't I?

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