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[constellationprize]

Hi! This is ☆radia! I'm really sorry I wasn't able to answer your call... Um, if you need anything, it's fine to leave a message here! I'll answer you as soon as I can!
 

[ for phonecalls and texts ]

Comments

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

...Hm? What?

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

Mn, I should probably...

[ ask someone else? it occurs to her in retrospect that it might be a hurtful question for doodle specifically, even if he'd definitely know better than anyone else she could ask ]

... It's okay.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

It's obviously not okay. Come on, tell me.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ she's already hiding a lot from him so eventually she just kind of mumbles ]

Um -

... If you think . . . I can ask someone else if you don't want to talk about it, but ... well -

[ an inhale ]

If you thought he'd like... if a ring would be a good present...?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

...Oh.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ just keeps her gaze focused on the sink, washing everything else out now that she's put the leftovers away ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

That's... I mean... he'd probably like it? But it might bring up some painful feelings too. So, uh... I'm. Not sure.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

Mm. I just thought - . . .

[ . . . ]

If there was - other than what we've said... ... if he had physical proof, too...?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

Mm.

[it's just a little noise, but a lot of emotion still manages to spill into it - jealousy and bitterness]

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ ah ]

... Sorry. I - ... you're probably right, so I'll think of something else...

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[getting up]

I think I'll just go to bed already.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

W -

[ a bit panicked ]

I-I'm almost done, so . . .

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[pauses

is he pissy enough to just go

or is he lonely enough to stay

please hold while he debates this with himself]

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

I'm -

[ while he mulls that over she is hurriedly drying off the remaining dishes and putting them back, anxious ]

You don't have to . . . I'm almost done, so ...

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[sigh]

Don't rush it, you'll break something.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

... Right...

[ s... slows down........ a little ......... ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[sits back down

ugh]

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

... Sorry . . .

[ nevertheless it still doesn't take much for her to finish up, so she puts her apron away and just kind of

shuffles her feet a little awkwardly. sad dog ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[gets back up

steps up to her and pats her head]

It's okay.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ leaning into it a bit

weh ]

... Will you be okay while I change clothes...?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[patpat]

Yeah. Don't worry.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

Okay. I'll come to your room when I'm done.

[ giving him a brief, firm hug before extricating herself to go change ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[goes to his room and gets ready for bed

which mostly just means stripping down to his underwear and getting under a blanket]

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ bark

she's got to braid her hair and find a nightgown with enough coverage to hide the bruising and scarring she's picked up so it takes her a bit, but eventually she makes her way back into his room, climbing under the blankets opposite him ]

... Sorry.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

I'm not so sad that I can't handle this long on my own.