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Wellllll... who knows.

... Don't you?

Hahaha. Not really.

[ smiles a little helplessly, downing what's left in her cup ]

. . . It's probably - ... probably, the same for me...

[scooches a little closer to lean on her]

Yeah? Not the same as that guy, just saving everyone no matter what?

Before, I think - . . .

[ counterleannn all but sort of flopping onto him at this point. murmured, ]

... Before, I think so, but something - . . . something strange happened, but please make sure to keep it a secret from him, okay...? But I had thought ... on the date that that boy and I went on together, even though I was able to understand, I had ended up thinking to myself that I needed to make sure that you wouldn't meet, that he needed to be kept from you as much as possible, or else I would have to - ... even though I should try no matter what, or as many as I can, like - ...

It should be more like a container of turpentine, shouldn't it? But things ended up that way instead ...

[ but she doesn't, at least in the moment, sound too put out by it, more just sort of stating it as a thing that happened ]

...I see.

[at least he thinks he does, though dia is a little hard to interpret as always]

Well, this is all hypotheticals, y'know?

[ she really just opens her mouth and makes sounds come out ]

Mm, that's right - ...

I think - ... in comparison to the way that you've ended up thinking about it, probably, it's become the same for me, but - ...

... Hypothetically, then - ... you'd choose to save that person?

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Mmhm.

[drinks more]

Ruler, or you, or Lance- I'd wanna save people I love.

... Me?

Yeah?

Mm, I was just - ... with Luci or Marnie, I had expected something like that to happen, but I wasn't really thinking about myself, or anything like that ... Even if it wouldn't be very satisfying to do, between me and the "world," if anything I had imagined . . .

... Between me and the "world," I thought that you would choose that, but that isn't ...

[ mmn

shifting to pour herself a little bit more before leaning back against him ]

. . . Principally, the relationship between you and that thing - ...

[ which is a very coherent statement to trail off on. ]

...I have no idea what you're saying.

But I love you, y'know? So...

... I love you, too.

[ leaning a little more, burying her face in his shoulder a bit ]

Mm - there was something else too, I think ...

Mm? What else?

For that boy - ... as for that boy, I ended up telling him that you were being bound up here, so I don't think that he'll come to look, but - even so, you should do your best to be careful too, okay...?

...Bound up, like literally?

... Well, because it had been a few days since our last meeting, when I was supposed to ask you about what you were, and then tell him ... when I met him again, and we ended up going on a date together, I had thought that I would say that you hadn't remembered it, but he began to wonder if it was something as if you had been attempting to avoid him ...

. . . but because I understood that he would become flustered easily, I ended up explaining - I asked him if he was familiar with restraint play, and we were able to talk about other things after that . . .

[CRACKS THE FUCK UP]

[ l

looking up? ]

... What is it...?

I'm just imagining how much that must've freaked him out.

Oh - ...

... It was a really cute expression. I'm sorry that I didn't take a picture of it ...

It's fine, it's fine. I can see it in my mind very clearly.

That's good ...

[ drinking what's left in her cup before going back to nuzzling at his shoulder then ]

But even so, Doodle - you should be careful too, okay?

Yeah, I will. I really don't wanna run into him.

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