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[constellationprize]

Hi! This is ☆radia! I'm really sorry I wasn't able to answer your call... Um, if you need anything, it's fine to leave a message here! I'll answer you as soon as I can!
 

[ for phonecalls and texts ]

Comments

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

You're not being stupid.

[ firmly, ]

This isn't stupid, Dia-sama.

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

[ shakes her head, slightly ]

But it is, isn't it? Aren't you right? I'm just worried about something that "might" happen, and then it caused all of this trouble for you...

[ . . . ]

... But it's - ... it's okay. We talked about it, so we can spend the rest of the day having fun together, right...?

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

We can, but a moment, first.

What do you think "stupid" means?

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

... Unintelligent? Or wasteful, or annoying... It's like "dumb," isn't it...?

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

None of those words can apply to this conversation.

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

... Even if you say that, for me at least, isn't it all of them...?

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

Explain to me how, then.

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

Didn't I...

... Even though I know it's better if everyone forgets, in comparison to the way things are now, I'm still worrying, and it's bothering you - when we should be having fun, too -

[ a pause ]

So in that order, it's unintelligent, and annoying, and wasteful, too.

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

Even if you know better, you're still worrying. Even if your mind knows it, your heart can still worry - one cannot stop the heart from feeling how it feels. It is, therefore, not unintelligent.

It doesn't bother me that you're worried. I expected this, and more than anything, you are right to worry.

... I'm worried about it, too.

With that cleared up, I think it's plain enough that this isn't wasteful, either.

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

Mm...

... Okay.

[ ... ]

Do you want to put your head back down...? We're almost there, but you probably still have enough time to take a nap...

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

[ ruffles her hair, quiet for a moment ]

. . . Alright.

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

[ leans into it briefly before setting her legs back down on the floor of the train,

after a moment or so of thought she's moving to kiss his mouth ]

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

[ . . . kissing her back, gentle ]

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

[ there is some like

clear reluctance in the way she pulls back - slowly, with color in her cheeks, fingers tangling in the hem of her skirt as her thighs rub together, briefly; but even if there's no one else on the train anything that'd get recorded is too public for him with her, she thinks. one thing leads to another. that's not really fair to him.

so she reaches for a hand instead, with a thin smile ]

. . . I love you.

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

. . . I love you.

[ lifting a hand to brush away some strands of hair ]

Let's have fun, today.

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

[ leans into it, lifting her freed hand to stroke at his head ]

Mm. So - let me spoil you today, okay?

[ whether he's up for it or not she'll switch gears to ]

... Did you talk to pep!pep! or future is now?

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

. . . Not yet. This has been in the forefront of my mind.

[ earflick. settling down again, next to her ]

Re: day 141

[constellationprize]

Then this was the thing you wanted to talk to me about...? Um -

Why didn't we just go to your room?

[ somewhat more sustained headrub, idle ]

Re: day 141

[fisherofmen]

I wanted to go on a date with you too?

1/1

[constellationprize]

[ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]

Re: 1/1

[fisherofmen]

?

Dia-sama?

Re: 1/1

[constellationprize]

[ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]

Me - Me too! I really wanted to go on a date too!!

Re: 1/1

[fisherofmen]

[ a little startled ]

- I, I should have asked you out earlier, huh - ?

Re: 1/1

[constellationprize]

I really wanted - ... to wear something nice for a date with you, and go someplace we both liked, and eat something nice, and...

[ just lets herself trail off ]

... But I didn't really want to do it if you didn't want to, too... Um, should I have asked you earlier too...?

Re: 1/1

[fisherofmen]

[ . . . with a smile, kissing the corner of her lips ]

I want to. I always want to, with Dia-sama.

We'll have to make up for it now.