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softly, carefully measured ]

... Was he okay with that?

Uh, yeah? Too okay with it. Did you know he apparently like, just doesn't comprehend sexual assault as a concept? It's suuuuuper fucked up. Seriously, you force a dude to kiss you and he's all like "um but you didn't stab me so it's fine" afterwards.

Um...

... Sorry, is that - what happened...?

I did the same thing to him I did you, yeah. Less blood, more me losing me my mind and rubbing on him before crying like an idiot.

Well - whether he's yours or not. Ruby, you won't do anything like that to him again, will you?

I said I won't a bunch already....

Well, wasn't it something a bit more like twice? "It was mean, so I won't"... "It's taken care of, he's mine"... I wonder if that's really a bunch. Do you think it is? Twice - twice, when you did something like that - it would have been fine if you had stopped with just me, but I wonder, why did you do something like that? It really should have stopped with just me. You know, Ruby, as the witch entrusted with your care, whether we're connected through blood or not I think that's likely still the case, if you exist in this place, if you've decided to be okay with me - as the witch entrusted with your care, Ruby, I'm fine with accepting all of those things, you know? If you're angry, then that's something that you should give to me, and if you're in pain, or you feel like you need to resort to violence to protect someone on your unit like Absinthe, then that's something I'm fine with having worked out with me, first - and after that, after you've cleared those feelings out, you can go on to resolve your conflicts with words, right? Isn't that what I'm for? As the witch entrusted with your care, Ruby, shouldn't I be able to help you at least that much? Shouldn't I be able to be of that much assistance to my husband, that I can keep him from being harmed in a circumstance like that? Not just physically, well, you called it a mauling too, isn't it? Doesn't that carry an implication of physical harm too? But not just that, but you assaulted him? Whether he came to like it or not it was forceful in your perception, wasn't it? You were trying to make him yours? I can't really imagine why you would do something like that, but whether he likes it or not, harm to Lucifel isn't something that I can forgive that easily, you know? But you said you won't do it again. You won't do anything like that to him again, will you? Whether he's yours or not, Ruby, you won't do anything like that to him again, right?

[ holy fuck what fucking crazy fucking shit just came out of your mouth? ]

[ doki ]

Edited 2019-06-17 19:05 (UTC)

Oh, is that an order? Even though I already agreed to it, to both you and Doodle, you're totally just gonna give me an order to make sure? Didn't know you like, had that sort of thing in you! I had to wonder if we could actually be related in any way, when you're so afraid to take what you want, but here you are finally standing up for something! Hahaha, fine! I already agreed, but I'll accept this too. Like, it's easy, right? It's so easy, all I have to do is find you every single time he pisses me off, right? And then I can just tear you apart, right? That's what you said, isn't it? Like, as the witch entrusted with my care, you need to make sure I stay happy, don't you? I super can't do my job otherwise, can I? So sure! I'll just take it out on you! Every! Single! Time! After all, I'd never ignore an order from my witch, not when she's stating it so firmly!

Ruby💖Sour -

Don't do it again, okay?

Of course I won't, my dear ☆radia!

Edited 2019-06-17 19:16 (UTC)

Well . . .

Thank you for the meat. I still think it's a lot for me to eat, but I'll give some of it to everyone else too.

Do you just want me to like, cook for everyone next time? I'm already gonna make stuff for Doodle next time I see him, so just give me a list of people's food preferences.

Is that really okay?

Eh? I like cooking and I like your unit, nerd. I wouldn't offer if it was a pain.

... "Nerd?"

Nerd.

- I don't think I know what that means...?

It mean's you're a n e r d. I'm not gonna explain it, it's really complicated and nuanced. You'd have to like, be part of the culture to get it.

... Which culture?

...Uh, San Angeleno culture? It's definitely not a Moonlit thing.

[ let's not think about how completely different "cyberpunk corporate-owned city state" and "solarpunk fantasy monarchy" are despite Ruby theoretically having lived in both of these at the same time, somehow ]

... San Angeleno...?

I still don't really know what it means though!

People from Neo San Angeles. It's um, where I'm from I guess? It's where I died, anyway.

[ wait ]

- You're dead?! Ruby!

Noooo don't panic I just got over it like, two days ago.

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