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... Oh.

But if it's because of something that happened, or because of the way that he feels for himself, that isn't "nasty," is it - Doodle?

It is because it's him.

He might seem like a normal kid, but trust me, he's twisted.

... Did you end up remembering that much?

Yeah. It was a while back already, but I remembered all the memories I copied from him.

Then you already know everything about him, don't you?

[ she takes a moment or so to drink from her cup, but he can see in her expression that distinct look she gets when she's thinking of something, has something on her mind ]

... Because he hadn't been since he was smaller, and he wanted to get a better view of the city - we chose to visit the amusement park, and talked on the train for a while before getting there to ride the ferris wheel together . . .

Even if he might be a little strange, and even though I like going on dates with you a lot more, those sorts of things sound like a nice time, don't they? I was a little confused, but I don't think that there was anything bad that happened...

[sighs and takes another drink]

The thing about that guy is... well, you remember how we've talked about cups?

... Is it something like that?

That guy has devoted his life to trying to become a cup.

[ oh ]

... That's . . .

It's bad.

Then, the things that we talked about on our date, and the way that he would react to you if he knew who you were - ...

[ . . .

another sip, leaning into him a bit more firmly, clingy almost ]

. . . Would it be okay for me to ask you something?

Ask away.

. . . If, for example ...

There was something - someone separate from you, that hurt others and caused suffering for a lot of people, just by existing . . . That would continue to do that as long as they existed ...

. . . Well, I'm sure that I already know your answer, too, but we ended up talking about things like that for a little while ...

...

That's kind of a tough question. If I was answering as just Avenger, it'd be pretty simple, but since I've ended up kinda becoming a person here...

Still, I know my answer is very different from that guy's.

Mm. It seemed like he had really made up his mind ...

... But what does D☆☆dl☆m☆n think?

It'd depend a lot on who that person was, and how they were hurting people. In the human world, you can't really make decisions without knowing the specific context of a situation.

Because it's ...

[ hmm.

her brow furrows some, thoughtful as she finishes her cup, then leans to pour herself some more

once she's done she holds the bottle out to him once she's done, offering to top him off, but she murmurs soft, pensive, ]

. . . Something like ... a painting, isn't it ...

[letting her top him off yes]

Yeah?

For someone that's able to think like that - ... in comparison to someone that's making a painting, or the tools ... the brushes, and paint, and thinner, and things like that ...

... In comparison to someone that's able to think like that, none of those things have any reason to worry about details in the same way, do they...?

Yeah, that's not a bad analogy. That guy certainly does his best not to think about the details.

... But you're noticing them a little more now?

Well, for me... I've always been aware of the details, but I didn't need to worry about them before.

[ . . .

a good-sized pause ]

. . . Is that okay?

...Which part?

... Are you okay with that - seeing them more clearly now, and thinking about them more?

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