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[constellationprize]

Hi! This is ☆radia! I'm really sorry I wasn't able to answer your call... Um, if you need anything, it's fine to leave a message here! I'll answer you as soon as I can!
 

[ for phonecalls and texts ]

Comments

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

... Okay.

[ and drawing back, heading for the elevator ]

Thank you.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[stop thanking me, he wants to say but doesn't]

Mm.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ shoots him a sidelong glance as they stand in the elevator, shuffling her feet a bit awkwardly ]

... I'm really glad you're here.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

...Yeah?

[even though i'm the way i am

even though you have to put up with me

even though i keep trying to push you to change-]

I'm glad you're here too.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

Mm.

... We can leave the leftovers in the icebox for the others to eat, so don't worry about the portions, okay? You can just eat until you're satisfied...

[ as the elevator stops, and she moves to step out ahead of him to get the door ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

Okay.

[heading in! to the kitchen!]

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ just quietly following him in and starting to set the ingredients out, setting the kombu aside since that's got to get soaked first ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[spreading the snacks across the kitchen table and flopping into a chair]

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ tying her hair back first of all and grabbing an apron and then getting on in there after her hands are washed, chopping up the monkfish


after a bit of prep time, she murmurs ]

... Um, about the favor...

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

Yeah?

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

... Can you - ... whenever you talk to him . . .

... When you talk to him, is it okay if... ... if I ask you to apologize to him for me, is that okay...?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

...

Depends on what you want to apologise for.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

... What do you mean?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

I mean if you want to apologise for the fact that you haven't been able to talk to him because you haven't been okay, I won't pass that on.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ flinches ]

- Um, that... why not...

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

Because you shouldn't apologise for something that's not your fault.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

But it - it is my fault, so...

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

How is it your fault?

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

I followed him, and I let everything happen, so -

[ getting the base started up, putting some of the liver in a pot and letting it take on a bit of a char ]

It's my fault.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

So what happened to me is also my fault, huh. That's kinda harsh.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

- That's not true! You didn't...

[ a pause, as if sort of recognizing his point in there ]

... It isn't the same.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

What's different about it.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

I - I asked him to... other than looking a little more like Luci, he didn't use any magic like you said - he didn't do anything like that, so - it's my fault.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

What do you think would've happened if you'd tried to stop him?

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

... I don't know. He said -

If I wanted to reject him, then he said that he'd let me leave, but I didn't...