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[constellationprize]

Hi! This is ☆radia! I'm really sorry I wasn't able to answer your call... Um, if you need anything, it's fine to leave a message here! I'll answer you as soon as I can!
 

[ for phonecalls and texts ]

Comments

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

...Never mind. It's not important.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

. . . If you're upset, then I want to hear about it, okay? Even if you don't think it's important, it's important to me, isn't it...?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[...sigh]

That guy kinda kidnapped me. He wanted to use me to hurt Ruler.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ stays quiet, just listening to him - after a bit she starts to stroke his hair again, gentle ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

He, ah... kinda messed with my head with some ability he has? Made me think he was actually Ruler. Asked me a lot of questions, and... we fucked.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ ............ ]

. . . Did he hurt you?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

Aside from that? Nah. It's not like it was about me.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

Then why didn't you want me to know?

[ with a bit of hardness to it. not cronchy but Unhappy ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

Because. The whole thing was just... weird. And I thought maybe he did something to you too, since he said he was gonna.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

We just talked for a little while, that's all.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

What did you talk about?

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

Mn, well - he asked me a few questions about Luci, but I think - we talked about me, mostly...?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

Like what.

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

Like . . . How I could believe I'd see Whisky again, or what love means to me . . .

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

And he really didn't do anything weird...?

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

I'm fine, aren't I?

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

I dunno. Are you?

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ just quietly pulls him closer again, into a hug ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[



clings]

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ murmuring something into his shoulder, a little too soft to hear ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

Mm? What was that?

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

I love you.

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[oh.

it's nothing new - she's said it before, she loves everyone, it's nothing surprising - but somehow that acknowledgment of emotion is more than he can handle right now.

he feels like he's going to cry if he doesn't do something, and that's not acceptable because he does not cry, he does not have feelings like that, he's not weak in that way-

so he does the first thing he can think of and kisses her]

Re: day 185 evening

[constellationprize]

[ ah

in her surprise, she doesn't offer much in the way of reaction - she doesn't make to shove him away, nor does she move to return it, she spends a good time just entirely stiff in the act of processing it, but

what would the alternative be? to reject him? to hurt him? she -

she can't do that. she can't keep doing that, so a moment later she begins to reciprocate, gently, still embracing him ]

Re: day 185 evening

[avestan]

[thinking he's upset her, he's almost about to pull away and... something. apologise? just run away?

but then she kisses him back and he practically melts against her with relief - and continues the kiss with a feeling of desperation]