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[constellationprize]

Hi! This is ☆radia! I'm really sorry I wasn't able to answer your call... Um, if you need anything, it's fine to leave a message here! I'll answer you as soon as I can!
 

[ for phonecalls and texts ]

Comments

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

Making you make a comparison like that . . . that's not really fair to you, or to those other people, is it...

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ . . . exhales ]

Then, stop thinking that way.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

But it isn't ...

... I don't think ... I wasn't wrong to trust him, but I don't think either of you did anything wrong either, and -

Thinking like that . . . Thinking that way about another version of yourself, thinking that way about yourself . . . even though I already know about it, I just...

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

. . .

There isn't anything that you, nor anyone, can do about that.

[ in a gentle tone, but resolute ]

It's as constant as the sky is above and the earth is below, as unchangeable as gravity.

Please, for your sake and for my sake - trying to do something like this won't relieve me at all. So, stop.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

. . . I know. I know that, but - both of you ...

[ her fingers curl into the fabric of his shirt, loosely ]

. . . I'm sorry.

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ gently, petting her hair again ]

. . . Why are you apologizing?

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

... Even if you say something like that . . . even if I already know, I can't stop. I -

I want you to be happy.

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

I'm not going to be happier if you're the one blamed.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

. . . Do you have to blame someone?

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

. . .

[ sigh ]

Alright, let's stop here.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ ah ]

I'm - ...

. . . I'm sorry.

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

From now on, don't apologize to me until I ask you to apologize.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

I'm s-

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goes . . . stiff against him, breath held . . . ]

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ pats her head. ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ leans into it :( ]

We can talk about something else . . .

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

Instead of talking, why don't we just rest for a little while.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

... What do you want for Christmas...?

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

Shhh.

[ hairpet ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

I-I'm not . . .

[ leaning into it... if he looks her eyelids are pretty heavy anyway, if he doesn't she still SOUNDS exhausted, she almost certainly did not sleep last night

but he's right here and she knows it's him and he's comfortable so the remainder of her protest is just mumbled unintelligibly as she cuddles him ]

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ with a soft hum ]

Later. We can keep talking later.

[ while he keeps petting her, starting to hum quietly ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ yeah that'll do it

goodnight lucifel. ]

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ good night dia. ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ sleep time.

either way she's going to be out for a smooth 8 hours so what's shaking

is it couples' naptime ]

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ nah

but he will still be in the bed when she wakes up, and she can hear the clickclack of needles hitting each other when she does start to wake - body of warmth still solidly next to her ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ in her stirring she startles a bit, momentarily - he can feel the mattress shifting beneath them she wakes so forcefully, but then she's still.

This is sensitiv's dorm for sure, but it takes a moment - that person, there,

Cautious, she closes what little distance there is to smell him - and then, finally, relaxes, settling her arms around him, face pressed close to his side ]