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[constellationprize]

Hi! This is ☆radia! I'm really sorry I wasn't able to answer your call... Um, if you need anything, it's fine to leave a message here! I'll answer you as soon as I can!
 

[ for phonecalls and texts ]

Comments

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ (dia voice) she had BAD FEELINGS so she's BAD and he can't have a BAD WIFE,

Per usual she's not especially difficult to pick up or to carry, clinging to him as he holds her ]

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ dumbest wife in the world

working his phone out to open sensitIV's door once he's got her securely, stepping into the dorm - naturally he's careful to keep her head from knocking against the doorway ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ i would say that dia and lucifel and doodle are just kind of playing hot potato with a braincell but that's not really fair to lucifel or doodle

it occurs to her a bit dimly that they're going into his dorm anyway - she'd planned to go home after the hug, before all of that happened (why did that happen so suddenly? she isn't really sure), but she can't really cobble together the vocabulary to protest, instead murmuring another apology against him, fingers trembling at his neck ]

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ he gives a hum in response, moving her all the way to his room and then setting them both down on the bed, tipping them both over so she can lay on top of him.

it's time for hair pets ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ she seems - oddly skittish, for whatever reason, at the sight of him beneath her - startled even, just briefly, before rolling herself over to rest at his side, leaning into his hand all the while ]

I'm sorry...

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ pausing, smoothly shifting to his side when she rolls off ]

Mmm.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ a bit rushed, ]

I can - . . . I'll go home soon . . .

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

You're already inside, so let's worry about that later.

[ hairpet ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

Mn -

[ n. nuzzles his hand, cuddling in close to his chest ]

Mn...

[ a somewhat longer pause, ]

I was just - ... after what you said, I got worried about you, and I thought - ...

. . . If you could see that I was okay, then you'd feel better too, wouldn't you...?

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

Certainly, if you were okay, then I would feel better.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

I'm - . . .

I'll be okay, so... ... so you don't need to worry, okay?

You don't have to be angry at anyone...

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

Shhh.

[ working his fingers into her hair, petting more thoroughly ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

I don't -

[ cuddling in closer to his chest, focused on his scent - she's muffled against him but even through that he can hear the exhaustion in her voice, he's getting her sleepy ]

Neither of you did anything wrong . . . He - . . . he isn't a bad person either, so...

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ softly, his hand steady ]

. . . And just what did you do wrong, Dia-sama?

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

I followed him, and - ...

He gave me a chance to leave, but I didn't, and I let him, so . . . it's better if you're mad at me instead, right...?

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ with a soft snort ]

I see. So it was wrong of you to believe in someone, and wrong of you to stay for them, and wrong of you to trust in them. I see, I see.

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ - goes stiff, alert, pulling away - just enough to make her voice clearer, still not quite looking at his face ]

T-That's not what I meant...! That was ...

... That was why I stayed, because - even though he wouldn't say it, I could tell that he was lonely...

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

Mmmm, I know. I'm asking you, though.

What is it that you did wrong? Is staying for someone who is lonely wrong?

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ . . . ]

... No... But -

... If the alternative is... if it's between blaming yourself, or blaming him, or blaming me, then...

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

[ lifts his hand

flicks her forehead. ]

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

[ ?????? ]

W-Wh -

Ouch...!

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

Just what are you trying to put on my soul, by having me blame a person who didn't do anything wrong?

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

That's not what I . . .

Re: Day 189

[sancrimony]

Isn't that what it is, though? "Blame me, even though all I did was believe im someone."

[ patiently, words paced slow, yet with a sharp tone all the same ]

Then, shall I blame the people who followed me to their deaths, for following me? For trusting in me? If I did not do anything wrong, and they did not do anything wrong, then the blame falls on the party that had faith?

Re: Day 189

[constellationprize]

That's -

That's not the same.

[ except she knows he'll ask how it's different because she's already done this with doodle so she just goes quiet after murmuring that, pressing close to him again ]