Aradia (
constellationprize) wrote2019-04-22 02:18 pm
Entry tags:
[imeeji] INBOX
Hi! This is ☆radia! I'm really sorry I wasn't able to answer your call... Um, if you need anything, it's fine to leave a message here! I'll answer you as soon as I can!
[ for phonecalls and texts ]

Re: Day 189
Per usual she's not especially difficult to pick up or to carry, clinging to him as he holds her ]
Re: Day 189
working his phone out to open sensitIV's door once he's got her securely, stepping into the dorm - naturally he's careful to keep her head from knocking against the doorway ]
Re: Day 189
it occurs to her a bit dimly that they're going into his dorm anyway - she'd planned to go home after the hug, before all of that happened (why did that happen so suddenly? she isn't really sure), but she can't really cobble together the vocabulary to protest, instead murmuring another apology against him, fingers trembling at his neck ]
Re: Day 189
it's time for hair pets ]
Re: Day 189
I'm sorry...
Re: Day 189
Mmm.
Re: Day 189
I can - . . . I'll go home soon . . .
Re: Day 189
[ hairpet ]
Re: Day 189
[ n. nuzzles his hand, cuddling in close to his chest ]
Mn...
[ a somewhat longer pause, ]
I was just - ... after what you said, I got worried about you, and I thought - ...
. . . If you could see that I was okay, then you'd feel better too, wouldn't you...?
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
I'll be okay, so... ... so you don't need to worry, okay?
You don't have to be angry at anyone...
Re: Day 189
[ working his fingers into her hair, petting more thoroughly ]
Re: Day 189
[ cuddling in closer to his chest, focused on his scent - she's muffled against him but even through that he can hear the exhaustion in her voice, he's getting her sleepy ]
Neither of you did anything wrong . . . He - . . . he isn't a bad person either, so...
Re: Day 189
. . . And just what did you do wrong, Dia-sama?
Re: Day 189
He gave me a chance to leave, but I didn't, and I let him, so . . . it's better if you're mad at me instead, right...?
Re: Day 189
I see. So it was wrong of you to believe in someone, and wrong of you to stay for them, and wrong of you to trust in them. I see, I see.
Re: Day 189
T-That's not what I meant...! That was ...
... That was why I stayed, because - even though he wouldn't say it, I could tell that he was lonely...
Re: Day 189
What is it that you did wrong? Is staying for someone who is lonely wrong?
Re: Day 189
... No... But -
... If the alternative is... if it's between blaming yourself, or blaming him, or blaming me, then...
Re: Day 189
flicks her forehead. ]
Re: Day 189
W-Wh -
Ouch...!
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
[ patiently, words paced slow, yet with a sharp tone all the same ]
Then, shall I blame the people who followed me to their deaths, for following me? For trusting in me? If I did not do anything wrong, and they did not do anything wrong, then the blame falls on the party that had faith?
Re: Day 189
That's not the same.
[ except she knows he'll ask how it's different because she's already done this with doodle so she just goes quiet after murmuring that, pressing close to him again ]
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
Re: Day 189
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...